Quest for unknown September 21, 2008
Posted by selvaraaju in Uncategorized.Tags: quest, success, surprise
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This post will tell me how I kept my feet cool under pressure and how I redefined myself like sphinx evolves out of fire.
May be Steve Jobs’s biography, Mark zukerberg’s wit, Sergey Brin’s innovation have influenced me more than myself.
I redefine myself…This is the quest which I set for unknown…
I am a man who always want to achieve my ambition and undying quest to learn things. I plan my work everyday and i follow my own principles. I respect time and like to stay away from people who kill my time for their pleasure.
There are many days in which i was a victim of p*v*rt*; There are days in which I forgot food, sleep, entertainment for my academics. There are lot of hours in which I played with MatLab software to come with something new. There are days in which I avoided food,family,friends for longtime because I dont want to get disturbed. Many called me as “MAD”. It was true !! damn true. I have gone mad some days because of my passion towards research.
It was a spark in my mind during my young days in school in which I set this goal. I never expressed to anybody but my family. Now every cell in my body is tuned to this goal. The competetion for scholarship is always high here. I have nobody to encourage & motivate me. I am learning to motivate myself. It is not easy as I thought. There are lot of challenges, still unsolved problems and undying quest for knowledge…
I never feared of anything in my life regarding to academics. Today I am standing in the fear/fire zone to know about my scholarship outcome. I always have backup plan for everything. Now I am risking everything here. there is dilemna every now and then. Some worst nightmares affliate to unknown stress in me. I dont have solutions for this and dont know how to find it.
People around dont understand this !! Always I never wanted anybosy to love me. I never hated anybody who loved/loves me. People always give their helping hand if they love you. This may conclude that i dont possess a good friend here. Everybosy is money minded and selffish enough here. I am thrown out everywhere since I dont have enough money. I am praying GOD everyday not to give me money but to give me a good education which I want.
Will I be in top 40 people to be offered scholarship? I dont know. This mytery will be unlocked in couple of months but there are always uncertainities and surprises. I am confident about what I did. Now everything is out of my hand. I am worrying about things which I dont have control of it. This is bull**** in management theory. You cant do anything about it if you dont have contro over it..
Time is ticking and I am eagerly hopipng for good outcomes !!
If u r reading this blog, never try to model/predict me 
. Only thing you can do for me is to pray for me funny…huh>>> realy funny .. he he he ( I could feel the tears coming out of my eye)
You are the cure April 10, 2008
Posted by selvaraaju in Uncategorized.Tags: success
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Quest for knowledge never ends so as our success & failure stories.
Life is the journey in which you learn things till it ends. We cheer and enjoy the successes.
Most of the success stories enter into the pages of life which we want to think about it always.
We call failure as experience and these enter into most secret place in our life book. The psychology
of the mind changes the way our mood behaves when we achieve success or slump with failure.
When somebody achieves something that they thought might not be achieved, they are over the
moon. They start to blow their own trumpet. But when they flunk, they are broken into bits &
pieces. Some who has strong will power are capable of accepting failure march towards their goal.
Most of us don’t have enough will power to accept the failure. The first thing about rising again is
to accept that you have failed in your attempts. The cultivation of this habit will enable you to think ahead. The trails which we leave as failure will blossom like a flower one day and will benefit you in one way or other.
The way we tackle our failure matures our mind and thus we become capable of doing great things.
Once we meet with the failure, we try to under estimate ourself and we try to find with our
approach. As Malcolm “blink” book proved that the approach we take at blink of the eye is the
correct one & perfect. So, you are taking right decision at all the time. The way we take our decision
depends on lot of parameters like the way we are brought up, the ethics and values in you, your
environment, etc.
Never try to blame the circumstance or anybody for your failure. Try to be on your own legs and achieve greatness.
My final word,
Never explain yourself..your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it !
