Selvaraaju’s Pensive

Before 14 days… December 22, 2008

This post title may look like Sci -fi movie title but this all about reality

I am trying to explore all the options to achieve my goal but still has not found a good solution

This is first time in my life where something is out of my control and fortunately many people are supporting my stand.

I feel so much happy that my supervisor has believed me and he knows what my capabilities are !!

The other side of the coin is pretty dirty.  THEY didnt give me the one which I require the most to pursue my ambition.

My tears were the only neighbours for couple of days. I didnt feel my existence and I was sobbing.

I even questioned myself about my living. Weird thoughts !!

Even my whole family was disappointed. It widely believed in the history that probability of past events are always 1. It is determinsitic.

People started commenting about my past and I know that I cannot change them.

Future lies in my hand and I can control its tail. Lets wait and watch ..what is gonna happen after 14 days